“What’s been on my mind Today?-My new Series.
Every day we hear ,listen,read, see and think -we get fed by thoughts, ideas, worldviews, beliefs,unbelief ,assertions,theories …. whether aware or not!
This series is about those Random/Intended thoughts – mine and those I hear/read along the day!
They are raw impulsive musings – especially mine- sometimes only making sense in my context ! The wording is often weak! Most are -spontaneous reflections in their ‘embryonic’ form that will eventually get their own post once they reach full term!
SO,What’s been on my mind Today ?
[June 27 Wed]
The same sin that send Moses to the wilderness is the same sin that kept him from the promise land !#knowyourweaknesses
Can I stop making those earrings Lord?
I am fed up making them-Directions?#impulsiverant
I shiver at the thought of what I gave up on a word of God !
And what I am waiting for …….
Lord help my faith keep, my sanity, You said it – It will happen- It is written!
Looking around at the number of earrings I am making …. ever growing…..to which end??….Oh Lord help me to trust your word….
I was having a nice, creative ,productive afternoon making my earrings,and then my Fimo, got burned,it literally threw me into depression, I got so down withing seconds,I had taken so long long to prepare it that I felt that the Lord should have protected it! Hence I felt forsaken which is quite a ‘feeling’ I am struggling with in this season!…I began to challenge everything, my life , my purpose, asking God to take me home at once – I was fed up with life- All kinds of negative ideas went through my head, the devil was whispering, yes that’s right, destroy everything, give up and go and watch TV,get upset.- I Myself began thinking,that maybe this time again,God will as He always does turn those ashes into beautiful new models ( earrings), but even that would not cheer me up , Its already hard for me to make those earrings on a command of God without knowing to which end??!!-I was fed up-discourgared! I began to identify with Elijah’s crash and couldn’t get myself out of it, neither did I desire to , I felt drained,hopeless.I began to put all the burnt pieces in a box- I didn’t want to deal with them and as I was putting them away I eventually matched one with a piece I was working on….
it worked , I managed to use all the burnt pieces, creating a new style, once again God did the ‘beauty into ashes magic!’
And I sat there evaluating my failure, exposing how much on thread of faith I am walking right now, I am on spiritual PMS- ready to explode at any time! the wait is heavy, the season is tough,….
Bref, burnt ‘Plastic’ revealed how fragile I am ……
Lord , I am depending on Your every breath…..
There was noise, activities,commotion
There was a appearance of Life before there was Life
The danger is to stop at the appearance of Life
To prophesy is a command…..?
We seem to forget that Jesus spoke loads about….. Hell!!
It is the Lord who closed the door of the Arc …
I didn’t fall for your charms
God spoke to me and begun a process of shaping my heart to your image….
Just when I was about to say:” I need a new word of direction from you everyday’, I paused and reasoned that maybe not,the last one is still due…
Is there a difference between ” feeling and ” sensing ?
I am tired to always have to tell people what to do -Feel like I have the gift of ‘rebuking’–what is it?
The desecration of marriage in the world is due to the desecration of marriage in the church —–we are the light of the world ! we are the salt of the world, when we lose our spice…chaos happens!