“What’s been on my mind Today?-My new Series.
Every day we hear ,listen,read, see and think -we get fed by thoughts, ideas, worldviews, beliefs,unbelief ,assertions,theories …. whether aware or not!
This series is about those Random/Intended thoughts – mine and those I hear/read along the day!
They are raw impulsive musings – especially mine- sometimes only making sense in my context ! The wording is often weak! Most are -spontaneous reflections in their ‘embryonic’ form that will eventually get their own post once they reach full term!
SO,What’s been on my mind Today ?
[May 4 Fri]
It’s quite hard not to get upset and fall out with/ at the people your friends have fallen out with!!!
Hard work on u!
But I am determined never to!
As I hugged him, I thought” I am home”!
A local church reflects the heart of its pastor – so better make sure that pastor heart is after Gods!!
Awww Time square church & Brooklyn tabernacle church !New York, my heart longs for you:-)
Lord I need a special anointing regarding’ the finishing touch’ wink wink!
Don’t care how much you like what you do for a living – It is still toiling!
I am not into the Love Gospel , Grace Gospel or Doctrine Gospel!
I am into the Gospel
And the Gospel is All of it!
This Grace Post Modern Gospel has almost destroyed my life !!Not my faith, but my ‘potentials’ for sure! Turning me into an extremely weak- powerless vessel!
It took The ‘Fear of the Lord ‘away from me (still haven’t recovered it ) It almost annihilated my disgust for sin ! Accountability & Responsibility were wiped out from my standards !
It made the Gospel Cheap!
Turned me into an average ‘survivor’!
Heart mind should be used equitably!
Too much mind when a heart situation comes up, we are insensitive,callous,hard and deceived !
Too much heart when a mind situation comes up= broken heart!
27 And if you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple.28 “But don’t begin until you count the cost. For who would begin construction of a building without first calculating the cost to see if there is enough money to finish it? 29 Otherwise, you might complete only the foundation before running out of money, and then everyone would laugh at you. 30 They would say, ‘There’s the person who started that building and couldn’t afford to finish it!’31 “Or what king would go to war against another king without first sitting down with his counselors to discuss whether his army of 10,000 could defeat the 20,000 soldiers marching against him? 32 And if he can’t, he will send a delegation to discuss terms of peace while the enemy is still far away. 33 So you cannot become my disciple without giving up everything you own.
“But don’t begin until you count the cost.” —–Interesting that Jesus himself advise us to think thru the decision to follow Him before choosing to do so ! This verse flies right in the face of our Post-Modern-Emotional-decision-making Christianity! God gave us a brain! Let use it! He is ok with it!
In everything count the cost!
Working on getting that baby faith back! Total Dependance!
Burning bush !!! C’mon!!!:)
Today was special! First time I drove on my own in 11/12 years! Didn’t have acess to a car in London! Thanks to my cousin who lent me her car, thanks to her belief in me and her no stress attitude! It makes such a difference when someone believes in you – it relaxes you ! Its an amazing experience! My Mother and others were very fearful-anxious and ‘No-No’, so I stayed as far as possible from them during the whole ‘going back to driving process’………even refusing to take my mum with me in the car!!!!
this is a powerful life- lesson- Stay around people with lift you up, in All times but especially in testing times….Influence is POWERFUL! Stay Away or stay Alone!!